Goodbye

Tonight's probably going to be a night of tears and sadness and smiles and pictures and fun and dancing. But most of all, it's going to be full of memories. I know this takes cliches to a whole new level, but having spent the past 5 years here, in this school, letting go will not be easy. To make things worse, I don't know when I will see these people ever again. I mean, what with them getting placements all over the world, it feels so impossible to keep in touch. I just hope that the closest friends will remain. People like Jesika, Siddharth, Sasha, Ayush, Khushbu & Vyoma. People who have actually made a difference. Thank God for Facebook & Skype but I wish it weren't to end so soon.

I don't know what life's going to be like after school. Which place will I go to.. Who my new friends will be.. None of that stuff. And though that does seem to be the least of my worries right now, I wonder if they'll be anything like my present friends.

Goodbye's never seemed so hard. But then again when was goodbye easy. The last time I said goodbye in the 7th grade, I was curled up in my bed for 2 hours with my teddy bear blanket soaking wet by the end of it. Oh well, everyone needs to get on with life, as do I.. And all my friends. And even though I know they might not read this, goodbye & I love you guys for giving me the best 5 years of my life <3.