I want to grow up once again
Unleashing the un-creativity
Forgetting you
I've written a poem after very long. Comments would be appreciated. :)
A new start
Sometimes, things end up being such a mess and sometimes things just seem fine, just the way they are. Recently, I've had this floating feeling of contentment, like everything's going right and to be honest, it is. I like being able to look in the mirror and smile at myself. Except for my vital stats, of course, I practically love everything about myself. And I'm working on those vital stats.
Today, while studying FC, I spaced out for a bit and started thinking of university. Up until now, I was laidback about my studies, I was content being a part of Mumbai University, but now, I'm not. I want to go to a good, proper university. I want to live on campus, I want a new life, not because I'm dissatisfied with my present one, but because I love change. I want to go to fun parties, I want to write term papers on my own, I want my own little part of a room and put up pictures of people I love there. I want to explore new places, make new friends, and yet, I won't forget my friends and people here.
So I'm going to apply for fall next year. I'm determined to make it and my parents are supporting me. What more do I need?
Kaleidoscope
This amazing event definitely deserves an entire blog post dedicated to it and so, here we go.
I just spent the most amazing week of my life- taking responsibilities I've never taken, walking roads I've never walked, singing songs I've never sung, making friends with people I never knew, getting shouted for my shortcomings, getting applauded for my work. When I left my previous school, I never believed that life could ever be as fun as DAIS, but this one week changed my perspective completely!
The amount of gusto and energy, the love for the festival, nurturing it like our own little child, I learned the power of teams.
Here's to the best ECs and workforce one could ever imagine having. I love you guys, each and every one of ya'll.
<3
I won't worry my life away (:
If you stand still at 5 pm in the midst of CST, a melange of assorted faces, colours and smells descends upon you like an avalanche, a little wonderful and a lot more intimidating. It's like one of those hindi films where you standstill in one place and the rest of the world is a blurry mess. And yet, you walk one step forward and you merge with the crowd and soon you are one of those faces, swept away by the masses, trying to fight out but finally you succumb, because simply, it's easy.
Everyone wants to be unique, I know I'm not the only one who wishes to be like that. But not fitting into a popular clique hurts, doesn't it? I want to stay in one place and lie down, under the stars and look for shapes in the clouds as they dance around the moon and stars. I want to stop and stare. I want to allow myself to be unique without hating myself for it.
And some day, when I know myself well enough, I will. And one day, I'll sing, "I won't worry my life away"