Forgetting you

I've written a poem after very long. Comments would be appreciated. :)

I look up to see the stars shine back

Upon me, and I wish,

That one day you would see

What you mean to me,

And how I’d been what you wanted me to be.

I let you mould me and look what you made me,

Something so ugly, to be destroyed

Into a million pieces,

So that it is never found again.

So here I am, fading away,

Slowly, so that you never see me,

Slipping away into the shadows of the night

Unable to face the ogre in me.

You were what made me become this monster

And you are the reason that I kill it today,

For you were never pleased with me

However hard I made you desire what had

Come to become of me.

A memory slowly slips away,

Suddenly I can’t remember your eyes,

Or how it felt to be in your arms

Or lay beside you in bed at night,

To be a part of you

And make you a part of me,

Perhaps you didn’t deserve the chance

To know what I could really be.