A Memory Obscure

Chasing through the recesses of my mind for that one little memory... of us, of you and me, together. So hard to find, so hard to keep, so hard to believe, so hard to let go. You. Me. Perfection. Past. You. Me. Presently apart. No more music. No more love. No breath left. No more sanity. Quiet. Still.

Screaming. Shouting. Glass. Splintering. Shards. Piercing me. The pain is there. The pain is fading. The blood flows. It flows. It flows. The floor is a wine glass. Drink my blood. Quench your thirst. Satiate your desire. I’m your prey. You’re the predator. I’m your slave. You’re the master.

Slash your whip. My bare body surrenders. Not a whimper. Not a sound. My eyes are closing. Slipping away. Holding on. Tangible. Letting go. No more sounds. No more pain. No more gain. Just silence. Your breath. My breath. Fast. Faster. Pacing. Panting.

Crawling. Tumbling. Waiting. Light. Darkness. Everything. Nothing. Sense. No vision. Peace. Blood. Silver. Flash. Exposed. Raw. Wounded. Hurt. Gone.

Smile. Together. Again. Pause. Is this momentary? Questions. No answers. More questions. I want the answers. I’m the master. You’re the slave. I have the whip. Your body trembles. Quivers. Shakes. Power. Struggle. Controlling you. Quiet. Give me the answers. More quiet. Why? Why the silence? Answer me. You asked for a chance. Here’s one. A chance. You have five seconds. Four. Three. What? What is that you say? Louder. Oh. Lies. Lies. Lies. More bloody lies. I shake my head. You’ve always lied. Conniving bastard.

Forgetting you. All about you. Your insignificant stature. Your mortal features. Forgotten. Your face is a mystery. One that will remain unsolved. Like the blackness of your heart. Your fragmented soul. Shattered. Non-existent now.

Silence. Sweet. You’re gone. I’ve moved on. Hatred. Burning. Blistering. Let go. I’ve forgotten you. Not forgiven. Only forgotten.

Peace. Quiet. A life free of you. Your lies. Your deception.

Love. My heart is mended. You can’t even see the gaping hole you tore into it. It’s beating. Faster than before. You’re gone. Forever. You never knew to love. Now I know to love.

17 comments:

Adhishree October 4, 2009 at 9:22 PM  

DUDE. are you okay?

Srushti October 4, 2009 at 9:24 PM  

Mm, I think so.

Anonymous October 8, 2009 at 8:54 PM  

haha wow this is like soooo turee :)

u can write well

Srushti October 8, 2009 at 11:55 PM  

Thank you :).

Can I know who you are?

Anonymous October 10, 2009 at 12:08 AM  

no i can not due 2 my cover :P.

how the heck did u learn 2 write so well tho

Srushti October 10, 2009 at 12:02 PM  

Um.. Okay :S.
And I didn't learn to write. It just comes naturally.

Anonymous October 10, 2009 at 9:13 PM  

nice smart girl

Anonymous October 10, 2009 at 9:50 PM  

do u have a myspace or something and could u delete the comments above plz :)

Srushti October 13, 2009 at 1:10 PM  

I don't have myspace. I do have facebook though. Why would you want me to delete them? :S

Anonymous October 14, 2009 at 7:03 AM  

cause dey make me look like a retard and i dont have a fakebook lol

Srushti October 14, 2009 at 11:27 AM  

You do realise that you're commenting as an anonymous user and thus it doesn't make any difference as to how retarded you seem right? :P
Why don't you have a facebook? Everyone does. Boo.

Anonymous October 14, 2009 at 11:40 AM  

i do but don't have a fake one :P

Anonymous October 14, 2009 at 11:45 AM  

or do u have a blackberry?

Srushti October 21, 2009 at 9:13 AM  

Why do you need a fake facebook? :S Add me from your real one!
And no, I don't have a blackberry.

Anonymous November 9, 2009 at 11:20 AM  

no i have a fake fb if you want me 2 add u i can :) and plz delete this whole thing it makes me fell weird when reading it sry...

neonlights December 10, 2009 at 1:44 AM  

This dude's a chutfuck. Tell him to shove it.
:)

Srushti December 17, 2009 at 11:13 AM  

I did. He made a fake profile on me on Facebook :|

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