I won't worry my life away (:

If you stand still at 5 pm in the midst of CST, a melange of assorted faces, colours and smells descends upon you like an avalanche, a little wonderful and a lot more intimidating. It's like one of those hindi films where you standstill in one place and the rest of the world is a blurry mess. And yet, you walk one step forward and you merge with the crowd and soon you are one of those faces, swept away by the masses, trying to fight out but finally you succumb, because simply, it's easy.
Everyone wants to be unique, I know I'm not the only one who wishes to be like that. But not fitting into a popular clique hurts, doesn't it? I want to stay in one place and lie down, under the stars and look for shapes in the clouds as they dance around the moon and stars. I want to stop and stare. I want to allow myself to be unique without hating myself for it.
And some day, when I know myself well enough, I will. And one day, I'll sing, "I won't worry my life away"